Take Me to the Cat by Bryant A. Loney book review

Hey Everyone,

it's been a long time since I have done a book review here on my blog, but I am definitely planning on catching up with that in the near future because throughout the summer I've read so many good books and I am so excited to share my opinion about them with you.

Today I am going to review Take me to the Cat by. This book I was sent by the publisher, Verona Booksellers in exchange for an honest review. I got so excited, when they reached out to me, because I've been planning on exploring new genres and this book being a YA psychological thriller, is perfect for that. I am always a bit hesitant about thrillers in general because I am a person with very vivid fantasy and these kinds of books definitely make my anxiety level rise in general. So, without me rambling, let's jump into the review, but first here is the synopsis. Keep in mind that this review is entirely spoiler free.

The synopsis:

One innocent reunion. One dark and deadly secret. And the truth that threatens them all.

Nostalgic high school senior Michael Jackson wants nothing more than to reunite with his friends from elementary school—and possibly change his name. Transferring before middle school after his parents’ nasty divorce, Michael always felt he was at his happiest back in his Oklahoma hometown. Inviting his lifelong crush Catherine, among other former classmates, to a spring break reunion party seems like the perfect plan for Michael to get closure on the formative years of his life.

Yet nothing is as he remembers when Michael finds himself entangled in his own confusion between reality and nightmare. Suddenly, secrets from his childhood resurface, and the fanatic ringleader from Michael’s past will do whatever it takes to silence his friends. Now it’s up to Michael to save them all before it’s too late. But does he have the courage and strength to go up against his own worst enemy?

In this quirky psychological thriller from the mind of Bryant A. Loney, Michael will go through hell and high water as he faces his inner demons, unaware that the revelation he seeks demands the ultimate sacrifice.

My thoughts:

I kind of have mixed feelings about this book, hence the fact I gave it 3/5 stars on Goodreads.  Let's start with the main character Michael. First of all, finally a book with a male lead, I would love to see more male leads in books, especially in YA. But sadly I was more annoyed with Michael than I liked him. He is a character who lives in the past and wants his old friends back, while he seems to have good enough friends where he is.

A huge plus for this book was a number of diverse characters in it. In this book, there are not only LGBTQ characters, but there is an Otherkin character, which was interesting because I have never heard about them before. So, that was a surprise. If you don't know who Otherkins are definitely read about them. Although it's very good to see diversity in books, I feel like, in this book, the writer tried to put as many diverse characters he could and because of this, they didn't feel whole for me. I don't feel like I got to know either of them enough to truly care about them. 

About the story itself I don't really want to go to much into detail, because of the spoilers, but the thing I will say about this book that the beginning was very slow. Half the time while reading the first 100 pages I was wondering if I missed something or not. But after the first 100 or so pages the story took off and I loved the writing. I will definitely read other books by Bryant A. Loney because although the story in this book wasn't really appealing to me, the writing was very good and kind of saved this book for me.

Altogether I think if you love psychological thrillers you can pick this one up, but stick with the book until after the first 110 pages.

Although I had problems with this book, I definitely enjoyed reading it and I will for sure pick up another book by this author, because I loved his writing. And I would like to say thank you again for Verona Booksellers for sending me an eARC of this book, in exchange for an honest review.

Until next time,

Bianka

Everything, Everything movie review

Hey Everyone,
Long time, no see, I know. I haven't been feeling inspired to write anything for the longest time, but today I am here with a movie review about Everything, Everything. I don't know when this movie played in other countries, but it only premiered in Hungary in August. I couldn't wait to see it, because I loved the book and it was one of those stories that inevitably makes you smile and makes you remember how cute and awkward it is to be in love for the first time as a teen. I posted a review about it back in January, you can read it if you click here. So, let's jump into my thoughts as a movie.

My Thoughts:

Let's just start with the fact that this was a really cute and fluffy movie, also it was a very good book to movie adaptation. Going to the cinema, I was afraid that the movie won't be able to have the same atmosphere of the book. Well this movie made the awkward tension and silence cute and I couldn't stop smiling while watching it.Also, in the book there are a lot of drawings and text messages between Maddie and Olly, but it would have been kind of odd in my opinion, if it would have been solved in the traditional "texting-on-screen-way", where the characters are in two different rooms and there are the text bubbles popping up on the screen. Instead they made the texting and emailing seem like actual conversation and I loved it this way. 

The chemistry between Amanda Stenberg and Nick Robinson was really good and it truly felt like I am seeing Maddie and Olly just off the pages of the books.

And can we just talk about the whole scenery of the movie?! The whole thing was just so calming and peaceful and the soundtrack is also well done.

All in all, this was a very cute movie and it didn't disappoint me at all. If you liked the book or if you want to see an uplifting a cute movie definitely go and watch Everything, everything. If you have seen the movie, what did you think of it? Tell me in the comments below and I will see you next time.

Bianka

It's crazy how fast time goes by....

Last year at on this exact day I said goodbye to being a figure skater, I mean said goodbye to competing and training every day and still, it feels like the biggest decision I ever had to make. It was such an important point in my life that I felt like it's worth reflecting back on this last year.

 To be honest I still miss it like crazy and it still breaks my heart sometimes that those days are over, but at the same time I am happy that I made the decision because I have grown and learned so much during this last year. I wasn't an easy year, but I did just fine, so I am proud of myself. Being an athlete was my everything for 16 years and last summer after saying goodbye to it, I felt lost, but at the same time, I felt free. I am not saying it was an overall easy summer for me because I was emotional and I was just sitting at home not knowing what I was supposed to do with my first ever free summer or even with my life. Of course, I knew that in September university is going to start, but other that that I had no clue. I fell apart and I felt like I won't be able to adjust.

Then university came and suddenly there was a whole new life ahead of me. I gained experiences and got friends, which I don't think I would've been able to get if my whole life was still about skating.

Being an athlete for me was about challenges and this year I learned to find my challenges elsewhere and I learned that I can do whatever I want, I just have to keep trying and that I can be good at living this life, even though sometimes I feel like I wasn't made for this world and I feel like an alien amongst people around. I got to a point in my life when I am ready to let skating go, even if it hurts like hell thinking about it. I feel like it was my "training wheel", which never let me fall (too big) and which was alway there when I needed a little bit of support. It made me feel like I belong somewhere like I have a home amongst all the craziness that was going on. For the first time in a long time, I feel like I am home again, I feel like belong and I don't need my "training wheels" anymore. 

I thought skating was my world, my everything. It will always be. But it was the beginning of my story and there will be so much more to it because there is so much more room in my life for anything else. My lesson I learned during this past year is to not to be afraid of change. If a situation doesn't give you enough room to grow and improve don't be afraid to make a change, even if it hurts like hell. Maybe it won't feel like a good decision at first, it will only feel right maybe, but not necessarily good. If you give time to it it can turn out as a great thing, you just have to give yourself time to adjust. I for one am a person who hates changes, but I knew and felt like I was stuck, although I loved being a skater. This was the first big, adult- like decision I made, most importantly made for myself and not for my career as an athlete and I am so happy I made it, because now I have these whole new experiences and so much space to grow.

Until next time,

Bianka

A Quiet Kind of Storm book Review

Hello Everyone,
 Long time no see. I am so sorry for being away for so loneg, but I had a huge reading slump and also uni was just crazy. It broke my heart that I wasn't feeling inspired to write anything in a long time, but I am determined to get back on track.
Going into this book I never thought it would affect me so much as it did if I am honest. Reading the synapses it didn't look like the story it actually was. But maybe it just me. This book caught me off guard and I don't remember relating to a character in a book this much before. But let's read the synapses and after that, I will tell you why I loved this book as much as I did.

The synapses:

Steffi has been a selective mute for most of her life - she's been silent for so long that she feels completely invisible. But Rhys, the new boy at school, sees her. He's deaf, and her knowledge of basic sign language means that she's assigned to look after him. To Rhys, it doesn't matter that Steffi doesn't talk, and as they find ways to communicate, Steffi finds that she does have a voice, and that she's falling in love with the one person who makes her feel brave enough to use it. 

My Thoughts:

I know it might seem like a simple YA- contemporary romance, but for me, it was something else. The main character in this book is not actually selective mute at the time the story takes   place, or at least not anymore, but she is still not really able to talk to people outside of her family and her best friend. She has social anxiety and that is something I am living with every day. In this book, I found so much understanding and honestly, the way Steffi thought was the way I usually think about things, whenever my anxiety hits me. So many quotes in this book speak to me, they were like something I would say or feel.

Rhys the male character is the cutest, but if you didn't already got the idea of how much I loved it, he wasn't really the main appealing thing in this book for me. Other than that I loved him so much. He was so supportive and didn't treat Steffi as there is something wrong with her at all. At the same time, I liked how he addressed his fears of losing Steffi because she is getting better. This is an experience I had myself with my friends actually and it's really true that if your world is opening up, there is a chance that for some time you'll forget the people who were there for you before or you just realise that your old friends weren't really the best people for you. And that's okay because people change and in my opinion, Rhys would've let Steffi go if it's about that. But I think they have formed a bond together, that Steffi would always know which people are important to her and she would always go back. Or not, but we'll never find out since this is a standalone.

The family in this book honestly had a smaller role as I would have expected it, but it was okay this way too. I liked how although Steffi's parents were divorced, they were able to support their daughter and still work together as a functioning family. I think it's something that is very rare in these days and it's so good to see this "good example" represented in a YA-story.

The only thing I cannot really put anywhere or don't know what to think of is the grief in this book. It was there, but it wasn't actually in my opinion. I cannot decide if I liked it that it was just barely there or if it's bothering me that I didn't get to find out more about Clark. He seemed like a very important person in Steffi's life and we never really hear anything about him, other than he was an amazing step-brother. We figure out that Clark and Steffi had a great relationship, but we never actually see why and why they are connected so much.

I hope you enjoyed reading this review and I also hope you're having an amazing day. If you're a uni student and your exams are coming up, I wish you good luck.

Until next time,

Bianka

February Wrap-Up

Before we start this wrap-up, I just want to say, before writing it, I thought I have read at least five books this month, but I didn't. So bare with these two books I read in the month of February and let's hope my reading-slump will go away next month.

End of Days by Susan Ee:

I think it was a really good ending to the series and although I didn't enjoy this book all the way, because it was slow at some points, I am really sad that this series is over. I would've liked a little bit more Raffe and Penryn moments, but it's still good. I am actually planning on doing a review about the series here on my blog, so as soon as it's up, I am going to link it here.

Take the key and lock her up by Ally Carter:

I don't really want to keep on rumbling about Ally Carter books, because I obviously have done that enough on this blog and on my Instagram, but let me tell you that this series-ending wasn't disappointing at all, it was just as enjoyable and fun read as I expected it to be. I actually have a review about this book here on the blog, click here to read it or if you haven't started the series yet, I have a review about the first book as well, which you can read here (it's actually one of the first blog posts on this blog) .

Although it wasn't a good reading month for me, it was still a good month and I am so sad it's over. My midterm exams are coming and I so got used to just laying around and reading that I cannot make myself to study. I hope I will find some motivation for studying, but right now I cannot really see it. How was your February? Tell me in the comments and I'll see you next time.

Bianka

5 Books I Want to Read in 2017

Everyone has very long TBRs or at least the book-people I know have, but there are certainly some books that I plan to read, somehow I couldn't get to reading them. These books usually end up being my favourites, mostly because I don't have big expectations towards them. Also, this year I didn't plan any Valentine's day book recommendations-post, because the ones I listed last year (click here to read it) are still my go-to romantic reads. So I thought I would share my list of books that I definitely plan to read these in 2017:

#1. Lady Midnight by Cassandra Clare : I really loved the first three books in the Mortal Instruments series, but I ended up not finishing the series, because I didn't like the 4th and 5th book. But I enjoyed the Infernal Devices, so I really hope I am going to love this book and be able to return into the Shadowhunter world.

#2. A Court of Thorns and Roses by Sarah J. Maas : Again this is one of those books everyone is raving about, so I had to put it on this list, because I am curious. Normally I wouldn't pick up a fantasy series, but I just want to know what the hype is about.

#3. Paperweight by Meg Halston : I heard about this book from Booktube, I don't specifically remember who recommended it, but this is supposed to be a very accurate and realistic book about eating disorders, so I am curious if it really is or not.

#4. Heist Society series by Ally Carter: I already read the first book in the series by the time this post goes up and I am loving it. Ally Carter books are usually very entertaining and enjoyable reads, so I wasn't disappointed with Heist Society, needless to say I already ordered the rest of the series and cannot wait to read them.

#5. The Sun is Also a Star by Nicola Yoon: If you read my review about Nicola Yoon's other book Everything, everything (click here for the review), you know how much I loved it, so I don't think it's a surprise that this book was instantly on my TBR after reading Everything, everything.

I hope you Everyone had an amazing day, and if you have any book-recommendations to add to my TBR then comment down below this post.

Until next time,

Bianka

Take the Key and Lock Her Up by Ally Carter Book Review

How is Everyone doing? I had the most amazing weekend and now I am back with another book review. I cannot believe this series is already over... When I started reading it, I was still in high school and now I am a freshman at university. Yes, time goes by so fast. If you don't know what the Embassy Row series is about, then click here and you can read my spoiler-free review, which I did last year. I tried to keep this post as spoiler-free as I could, but I cannot say is 100% spoiler-free, so if you haven't read the first two books then I don't recommend reading further.

The synapses:

The princess is dead. Long live the princess.
Centuries ago, the royal family of Adria was killed…or so everyone thought.

Now Grace Blakely knows the truth: There was one survivor, and that survivor’s blood runs through her veins. This simple fact could cause a revolution—which is why some people will stop at nothing to keep it from coming to light.

There is only one way for Grace to save herself, save her family, and save the boy she loves. She must outmaneuver her foes, cut through the web of lies that has surrounded her for years, and go back to the source of all her troubles, despite the risk.

If she wins, she will inherit a throne.

And if she loses, she will inherit the fate of all the dead princesses who came before her.

My Thoughts:

Usually by the time I read a series I can decide, which book was my favourite, but this time I can't. Though I am leaning towards the this one as my favourite. It was very enjoyable and even funny at some point. 
Grace was so sassy and sarcastic in this book, I was laughing so many time, partly because I am a very sarcastic person too. She was very similar to Cammie in the Gallagher Girls series by Ally Carter, just a little bit more darker, if that makes any sense. 

Grace has the most amazing group of friends on the planet and at the beginning I was afraid that I won't get to see them work together as much as I would've loved to, but I was wrong. They were there supporting the "cause" all the way and they always showed up when Grace needed them. And now let's talk about Alexei. Is anyone out there, who loves this guy as much as I do?! He is such a perfect fit with Grace, although I find the way their relationship developed a little weirdly, because we could already see them getting close in the 2nd book, but in this one they just out of nowhere "define" their relationship, seal it with  kiss to be exact in the middle of a fight (which definitely gave me Pirates of the Caribbean vibes, because remember Elisabeth and Will's wedding in the middle of the fight?! Yes, I was a massive fan when I was a kid...). The main villain of the whole story was pretty predictable, but it wasn't instantly obvious who it is. 

 Since I am an International Relations student, the thing I would've loved to see more, would've been a little bit more of Embassy Row and politics, because I feel like in this book that was kind of in the background and I definitely missed it a lot.

The action scenes were good and also the tension was built up properly. I had that "I cannot trust anyone" feeling all the way, which I think made it  more enjoyable.

All in all, I think you should definitely read this, if you haven't yet or check out the whole series, because it is a fun- and very enjoyable read.

Until next time, 
Bianka

My Favorite First Lines

Who else loves first lines? Today I thought I would share with you my favorite first lines from the books I've read so far. I think a first line definitely sets the mood for the whole book, so it's really important. Here are my favourite first lines from books, I hope you enjoy it.

"Look, I didn't want to be a half-blood." 

(From The Lightning Thief by Rick Riordan)

There is nothing like a book which starts with the narrator explaining himself that he doesn't wanted any of the book to happen. It just makes it more interesting.

"When I was twelve I broke my leg jumping off the wall between Canada and Germany,” I say, but the woman across from me doesn’t even blink."

 (From All fall down by Ally Carter): 

This is just one of those first lines I had to read so many times, before I understood it. It just sounds so crazy and this whole series is just crazy so, it's perfect.

"So here’s the file that almost killed me, Director."

(From Illuminae by Amie Kaufman and Jay Kristoff)

This first line just straight off made me excited for the whole book (even if I was already excited) and set the perfect mood for it. Not to mention that it describes the whole book perfectly in one sentence, but there is so much more behind it.

"Guilt is a hunter."

 (From Salt to the sea by Ruta Sepetys)

As I said before, this got me sucked into this book, because after this sentence you most likely want answers...

"Every morning I wake up and I tell myself this: It’s just one day, one twenty-four-hour period to get yourself through." 

(From Where she went by Gayle Forman)

This sentence just straight up describes a part of my life and after I read it, it stuck with me. 

"I just punched a girl in the face." 
( From Maybe someday by Colleen Hoover)

I remember reading this and I had to double-check it, because it was so weird. This is definitely one of the funniest first lines I have ever read.

"I suppose a lot of teenage girls feel invisible sometimes, like they just disappear."

(From I'd Tell You I Love You, But Then I'd Have to Kill You by Ally Carter)

This is just relatable in my opinion.  

"So she tells me, the words dribbling out with the cranberry muffin crumbs, commas dunked in her coffee." 

(From Wintergirls by Laurie hale Anderson)

For some reason this sentence stuck with me, because it's so absurd, don't ask why. Plus it's the first line of an amazing book.

What are your favourite first lines from books you've read? Make sure to leave a comment about it and I'll be back with a new post on Sunday.
Until next time 
B

Talking As Fast As I Can by Laure Graham Book Review

Hello Everyone,
Today I am going to talk about one of the my most anticipated book for 2016, although it's already 2017. And yes, it's by Lauren Graham. You may or may not have heard about her and her most widely known and loved TV-show, Gilmore Girls. Let me tell you I am a huge Gilmore Girls fan and also a big Lauren Graham fan as well. I am almost entirely sure I have seen most of her interviews on youtube and watched her movies and tv-shows. So, yes I was excited for this book.

The synapses:

In this collection of personal essays, the beloved star of Gilmore Girls and Parenthood reveals stories about life, love, and working as a woman in Hollywood—along with behind-the-scenes dispatches from the set of the new Gilmore Girls, where she plays the fast-talking Lorelai Gilmore once again.

(click here for the Goodreads page)

My thoughts:

Going into it, I never anticipated it to be so real. I listened to the audiobook, which I never really do honestly, but hearing Lauren Graham reading it, just made it so real and "authentic". I normally don't like autobiographies, because often they are filled with facts and boring stories. This book was telling her life through a fun point of view,  the sort of I could really feel related to. What I gained from this book was, everyone has their own ups and downs, you just have to find a way to learn something from it. My favourite part out of the book was by far, was the part about the GG revival, because I truly felt like she was talking about "going home" or reuniting with er "family" and this just makes the whole GG thing more lovely and cute.

Also I really enjoyed how she was "telling" the story. It was mostly funny and sarcastic, exactly how you should reflect on your life in my opinion, because why be sad about it if you cannot change it anymore?!

So, yes, I recommend you reading this book if you love Gilmore Girls or if you don't and you just want an easy, entertaining read, but mostly I recommend listening to the audiobook, because it's just better that way. I never thought autobiographies can be fun like this and I actually think I will read more after reading this.

I hope you're all having a wonderful Sunday and I hope you enjoyed reading my review, if you have any suggestion for me to read or if you just want me to write about something, just leave a comment.
Until next time,
Bianka

January Wrap-Up

Is it just me or January really is already over?! Which means for me that freedom is over and uni starts again. Although I am going to have pretty good schedule this semester, still I am going to miss having tons of free time. Without me complaining about going back to "reality" here are the books I read in January:

Heartless by Marissa Meyer: 

This book was enjoyable, but the writing just wasn't for me and this kind of made it slower for me, but other that that I would recommend it. I actually have a review about this one so click here if you want to read it.

Heist Society by Ally Carter: 

I cannot believe I haven't pick this book up sooner. If you're reading my blog frequently, you can assume I love Ally Carter books. They are the perfect books to read if youre in a reading slum or if you want a "one-sitting" type of book. I'll definitely continue on with the series, because this was such an easy and fun read. If you're not familiar with the series, I'll link the Goodreads page of the book here, if you're interested.

World After by Susan Ee:

I gave this book 3 stars on Goodreads, because although it was enjoyable, it was a typical 2nd book in a series, so I cannot wait to read the 3rd book in the series and see where the story goes.

We can be mended by Veronica Roth: 

Okay, technically its not a book, but it's a bonus epilogue for the divergent series and in my opinion it really needed one, because that ending still makes me beyond angry. This epilogue made me so angry, I didn't even start Carve the Mark after this, because I am still so angry about that ending. It takes place five years after the series ended and we get the story from Tobias's point of view. I understand what Veronica Roth wanted with this epilogue, but seriously?! I don't want to spoil you with the details, I am just going to say, it wasn't what I was expecting, I definitely expected more from the writer, even were the story goes would be okay, but it could have been better written. Is it just me or you feel the same?

This was my brief wrap-up for January, I hope to read more books next month and also I am going to try and finally get back to my blogging schedule, because I really want to post more frequently.
Until next time,
Bianka

Heartless by Marissa Meyer book review

Hello Everyone,
I hope you're all having an amazing weekend, in todays post I am going to review Heartless by Marissa Meyer and I am so excited to share my opinion about it, because this book is one that I have so many mixed feelings about. When I first heard that this book is going to be released, I wanted it in my hands right away. It had everything in it and yet it I had a few problems with it. So keep on reading, if you want my further opinion on this book.

The synapses:

Catherine may be one of the most desired girls in Wonderland and a favorite of the unmarried King, but her interests lie elsewhere. A talented baker, she wants to open a shop and create delectable pastries. But for her mother, such a goal is unthinkable for a woman who could be a queen.

At a royal ball where Cath is expected to receive the King’s marriage proposal, she meets handsome and mysterious Jest. For the first time, she feels the pull of true attraction. At the risk of offending the King and infuriating her parents, she and Jest enter into a secret courtship.

Cath is determined to choose her own destiny. But in a land thriving with magic, madness, and monsters, fate has other plans.

My Thoughts:

I wanted to love Heartless so much, but I had a few problems with it and it just wasn't the book for me. I mean there were so many things that could make this book out of this world, for example it takes place in Wonderland and it's a villain origin story and did I mention it takes place in Wonderland?! I love Alice in Wonderland and I was so happy when I saw this book. The writing was beautiful, Marissa Meyer managed to recreate the world and for me the way she described it made it more like our world, but a bit crazier. I want to live in this Wonderland. But I don't know why, Marissa Meyers writing is just not for me. Something is just not compactible with my mind, I don't know why. I tried to read her books in Hungarian as well as in English and although I loved the stories and characters, her books just aren't for me. Other than that, I liked this book and I would totally recommend for everyone, who loves a good retelling or a villain origin story.

The characters were crazy enough and even Catherine didn't annoy me, although at the beginning of the book I was a bit worried she will. She was brave and kind and pretty normal, but also very passionate, I can understand why everyone thought she would make a great queen. Also I think she could have been a very good business owner (if they would have let her). To be honest, I liked her a lot at the end and I love the way she became evil, because a lot of times people get "sour" after they lose a loved one instantly and in this case she gave her heart for revenge. I think it made the whole character of the Queen of Hearts a bit ironic, at least for me, because I think its funny that the Queen of Hearts doesn't actually have a heart. I can totally understand why she did what she did, because in a lot of times people can't or don't want to live with their grief. She choose the easier way and whether she did it to get revenge or not, in that position her heart was something she could live without.

Jest was the perfect Joker and I never really knew, whether his intentions were clear or not honestly, but he was just the right character to make Cath question everything about her life.

The king was....the king. He is the weakest person I have ever seen in books, I don't even understand how the kingdom is still his and in one piece. He is a typical king, who never really wanted power, he just inherited it and I fully understand why Cath didn't want to marry him.

Seeing the Mad Hatter before he got mad was kind of a surreal experience, because in my opinion he never was normal. That's kind of how I imagined him.

All in all, I would recommend reading this book to everyone who loves the world of Alice in Wonderland or if you simply want to read a villain origin story.

This was my overall opinion about this book,I hope you enjoyed reading it and if you want to, let me know your thoughts in the comments below and I will be back with another blog post next week.

Bye,

Bianka

Everything, everything by Nicola Yoon book review

Hey Everyone,
Lets just take a moment and look back on the last book review I have done, because it was a long time ago. I am so excited to talk about one of my new favourite YA contemporary book, which I have read in one sitting, because yes, it was that cute and good. As the title says, this book was Everything, everything a YA contemporary has to be.

The synapses:

My disease is as rare as it is famous. Basically, I’m allergic to the world. I don’t leave my house, have not left my house in seventeen years. The only people I ever see are my mom and my nurse, Carla.

But then one day, a moving truck arrives next door. I look out my window, and I see him. He’s tall, lean and wearing all black—black T-shirt, black jeans, black sneakers, and a black knit cap that covers his hair completely. He catches me looking and stares at me. I stare right back. His name is Olly.

Maybe we can’t predict the future, but we can predict some things. For example, I am certainly going to fall in love with Olly. It’s almost certainly going to be a disaster.

My thoughts:

This book was on my TBR for such a long time, but for some reason I never really picked it up, because there was always something that I was more interested in. What a big mistake I made....This book just brought me back to the time I was having my first crush and also my first love and also weirdly it made me feel like a 16-year old again, which felt weird since I am only 20 years old and I never thought about how I am not really  teenager anymore, so yes, this book gave me so many feelings, some where really good and some just made me feel old, but thats okay. Maddie was a lovely main character, I think she was pretty unique and weird, which just made her more relatable for me, since let's be honest I also did grow up in a sort of a bubble and when Maddie didn't really know the world in the book, it kind of reminded me of myself and how sometimes I don't know how it works either. Ollie was the perfect cute guy next door, the kind that brings you to new adventures. Their romance was so cute it was almost too much, but it somehow managed not to be annoying or be too cute. Carla was probably my favourite character, because she was always there for Maddie, she was her best friend and at some point she was everything her mother wasn't.

And now lets talk about the mother. Was I the only one who was angry at the end? I cannot be the only one. But at the same time I like how mental illness was sneaked into this book, because I never thought it will be a part of it. It was so well done and it was the perfect ending to the story.
This book is about so many things and the more I think about it, the more things I find. It's story of a teenage girl experiencing the first love and basically the world, the story of a family, which was broken apart, a mother, who lost her child and also her husband. And it's also about friendship, because Carla is the best friend ever in my opinion.

One of the things that made this book so good was that it didn't have too many characters, it only had like, 4 or 5 important characters and this way it was really easy to get to know the characters a lot more and also to relate to them. 

I would totally recommend you to read this book anytime of the year if you love a good YA contemporary novel, with a cute love story, but also with a deeper meaning behind it. If you have read it tell me in the comments below what did you think of it.

Until next time, 

Bianka